A child learns to walk first by faltering, even falling down, but always getting back up. So too is the case for one who looks to gain consistency in their actions.
The spiritual engine behind the entire Ummah is the heart of Rasulullah (S). We are each but a caboose or box car, linked to those before us and thus pulled along. To think oneself an engine, and thus to disconnect…
When you become real, you are able to see reality, to appreciate things for what they are. You no longer need drugs, wine, entertainment, or escapism, for these are veils. Reality is more beautiful unveiled.